Here

Still here somewhere. I think I have some depression going on and I am trying to deal with that. I have trying a new hormone replacement therapy. I was using the cream but it wasn't working very well for me so now I have these nasty little lozenges that go in your mouth between your gum and your cheek. I think I am getting the hang of not getting on my tongue. It tastes like bile... not nice at all. Seriously it sucks getting old. I just want to feel like I did five years ago. I am not talking twenty years ago... Carry on!!

Cry Baby

So I am over being a cry baby. I had my few days of feeling sorry for myself and I am done. I need to get my happy face on and enjoy the life God has given me.... Carry on!!! Oh and I went for a walk again last night although my husband had to persuade me :0)

How to find your purpose.............

Maybe this will help....................

http://www.wikihow.com/Find-Your-Life's-Purpose

Just say no

Day 3 of no diet dr pepper and its ok. I did it before for six months and I can do it again but this time I want it to be for good. So I have been drinking lots of water and I hate it. Seriously hate it but as its getting warmer it isn't that hard to drink. I wasn't drinking that much soda before so it won't be hard.

I haven't been out with the dog yet as I just feel blah again this morning and I really need to go shower. Everything is a huge boring effort right now. On the bonus side today I don't have to cook dinner tonight. This post is boring and negative like the others.

I am going to start water zumba as soon as the pool warms up. A lady does it from her house but her pool is like 72 at the moment and I would freeze to death in that just by getting into it. I am such a girl............ I like doing water aerobics and have done it in the past. It is high energy but it is low impact on the body. So that and walking were my two favorite exercises. I hope that walking because one of them again.

My blood glucose was a bitch yesterday and I think it was the line into the pump that wasn't working properly. I kept looking and thought it looked odd but was like its ok. Stupid me!!! I know that doesn't make me feel good when its like that. I think I am just having a majorly bad week.

Anyway I should get on with some stuff round here and make myself presentable!!

Cheers!! xoxo

Walkies

I walked again and well I nearly died.

Blah

I feel so worn out and just want to sit all day long. If you knew me a six years ago I was crazy OCD and now not so much. Its kind of scary when you feel so blah a lot of the time. I know that today is just particularly bad. I figured out that my infusion set was not working and my blood sugars have been high most of the time. That doesn't help the situation. Blah.............

Wishes